Deluded

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I wonder if this makes sense.

We sit here and smile as though  

we're both content,

When we both know there is 

nothing left to say,

nowhere left to go,

And we are caught

in a never ending loop of

"I'm fine"s, and rote interaction.

Things were great, for a while,

but then we couldn't ignore our

lies, our insecurities; our inability

To see past ourselves.

Selfish. We were selfish. 

To be honest, I think you still are.

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I mean, come on. Who were you 

kidding when you said you loved me?

You can't love me. You don't even love 

Yourself. Let me tell you,

It's not easy being the third wheel

In a two-person relationship.

                                     

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 I can't fix you.

I never could.

I just wish I'd realized it sooner.

Here's hoping the next girl you 

snag isn't so deluded.